I’m a Believer and I’m also a woman
That I’m a believer doesn’t mean that what is natural to a woman is strange to me.
The emotions, the mood swings, the cravings, the mostly dread red substance and all that comes with it.
You name it, I experience them all.
The only difference between me and any other woman is that I know who goes through all these with me.
Simply put, I’m not alone and I know it.
I have an anchor!
I may look like every other woman anatomically but I’m different from an ordinary woman.
The presence of my Husband in my life and the intimacy we share makes the difference.
He rebukes kings for my sake and sends the whole host of His army to war for me.
I am persuaded that not death nor life, nor angels nor principalities nor powers, nor things present nor things to come, nor height nor depth, nor any other created thing, shall be able to separate me from the love of my Beloved.
My Beloved is mine and I am His!
He is the one who knows my frailty and still choose to do everyday of this life with me, and not just this life alone but He has promised me the one to come too.
Even before He got to know about my scorched places(you know those part of me that are too ugly to reveal to anyone), He decided to accept me; scar and all.
Who takes a vow of forever with one who is maimed and broken?
Only my beloved can do this!
I don’t have to fear or ask who will take care of me again because my Husband will.
Nor do I have to ask who will protect me because my Husband will, He is my covering.
You may even ask “what about love?”
I don’t have to bother about that either.
He has promised me love! Love!! And more love!!!
For His banner over me is love!
He shows me the kind of love he does, not because I deserve it but because of His mercy and grace.
And I have decided to give Him my life; scar and all.
He’ll make the best meal from my leftover.
He’ll make me a cornerstone that gives strength to pillars.
He’ll make all my little girl’s dream come true and everyone of them that are not His plan He will replace with better ones.
Dreams come true and my beloved is my dream come true!
Saviour! “Thou Son of David have mercy on me.”
Only those who know how wretched they are without You can call you this.
Only those who come to the feet of the cross can pass from death and darkness into life and light.
Master! Only few can call You this with boldness.
Only those who are willing to follow in your Path.
Your path is narrow and only few find it.
But the end of those that find it and walk blameless in it is LIFE and PEACE.
Abba, Father! Only those who know that they’ve been adopted by Your blood into the family of God can call you this.
Only those who know that you’re all they have and that you’ll give them all they need can say this.
Your presence dispel every of their fear.
Nothing can pluck those that are yours from the strength of your arms, for you keep them without sleeping or slumbering.
Beloved! Shepherd of my soul.
Only those that are satisfied with You alone can call you this.
They have come to experience joy in your presence, and the pleasure that is forever at your right hand.
They’ve chosen the needful that cannot be taken away from them.
Oh! That I may know Christ and the power of His resurrection.
May I be abundantly satisfied with the fullness of His house and drink of the river of the pleasure that He gives.
“For with You is the fountain of life; In Your light YAH( Rock of ages) I see light.”
For I do not have an High priest that cannot feel sympathy for my weaknesses.
He can relate to everything I go through even as human.
He can smell my wounds and bind them up.
He can redeem me from my past.
He can give a future without fears.
He stands beside the deserted and lonely.
He wraps His arms of love around the orphans.
He sets the solitary in families.
He is a refuge to the refugees.
He is home away from HOME.
He is the everlasting God.
He never grows tired neither is he weary.
He strengthens those who are weak and tired.
He gives courage to the faint in heart.
Sweet is the promise He made to those who believe in His Son:
“I’ll never leave you nor forsake you.”
“My Peace have I given to you not as the world gives.”
“I’ll not leave you comfortless, I’ll send the helper to you.”
“You’ll tread upon snakes and scorpions and nothing will harm you.”
“Freedom is what you have.”
Christ has set us free, His Spirit gives freedom from sin and the pressures of life.
Choose daily to remain in the freedom I AM gives.
Everything we need He is.
I may not be sure of a lot of things but I’m sure of your love.
when things fade away
Your love will still remain
when I sway
Your love makes me stay.
When it seems like everything is closing up on me
Your love becomes my shield.
When I’m choked by the issues of life
Your love provides the water of life.
When I’m going through my darkest days
Your love brightens my heart.
When I’m tired of treading the narrow path your love keeps me going; giving me clarity of mind.
When I’m tired of life
Your love helps me to look back that I may be able to move forward.
Your love is the best thing I’ve ever known
And I won’t dare trade it for the unknown
Loving on you is something I will forever do
For you first loved on me.
I’m grateful for your love JESUS