I’m a Believer and I’m also a woman
That I’m a believer doesn’t make the things that are natural to a woman strange to me.
The emotions, the mood swings, the cravings, the mostly dread red substance and all that comes with it.
You name it, I experience them all.
The only difference between me and any other woman is that I know who goes through all these with me.
Simply put, I’m not alone and I know it.
I have an anchor!
I may look like every other woman anatomically but I’m different from an ordinary woman.
The presence of my Husband in my life and the intimacy we share makes the difference.
He rebukes kings for my sake and sends the whole host of His army to war for me.
I am persuaded that not death nor life, nor angels nor principalities nor powers, nor things present nor things to come, nor height nor depth, nor any other created thing, shall be able to separate me from the love of my Beloved.
My Beloved is mine and I am His!
He is the one who knows my frailty and still choose to do everyday of this life with me, and not just this life alone but He has promised me the one to come too.
Even before He got to know about my scorched places(you know those part of me that are too ugly to reveal to anyone), He decided to accept me; scar and all.
Who takes a vow of forever with one who is maimed and broken?
Only my beloved can do this!
I don’t have to fear or ask who will take care of me again because my Husband will.
Nor do I have to ask who will protect me because my Husband will, He is my covering.
You may even ask “what about love?”
I don’t have to bother about that either.
He has promised me love! Love!! And more love!!!
For His banner over me is love!
He shows me the kind of love he does, not because I deserve it but because of His mercy and grace.
And I have decided to give Him my life; scar and all.
He’ll make the best meal from my leftover.
He’ll make me a cornerstone that gives strength to pillars.
He’ll make all my little girl’s dream come true and everyone of them that are not His plan He will replace with better ones.
Dreams come true and my beloved is my dream come true!